Made a small table out of a piece of firewood and some kindling (black walnut, I believe) that I’ll use when I have fires in the backyard. It’s the first project where I’ve made significant use of an axe and sloyd knife.


Made a small table out of a piece of firewood and some kindling (black walnut, I believe) that I’ll use when I have fires in the backyard. It’s the first project where I’ve made significant use of an axe and sloyd knife.


Speaking of the Amish, you all know I have an interest in them. I realized the other day that I don’t really know much about the Anabaptists as a whole. So I have a couple of ebooks checked out: The Naked Anabaptist and The Anabaptist Story. Other (non-scholarly) recommendations are welcome.
Thanks to some past discussions here (can’t remember who or when exactly), I’ve been intending to get my beloved Timberland Chelsea boots re-soled, rather than replacing them. I took them into Crane’s Leather shop and he said my boots were built only to be disposed. Can’t re-sole them. Disappointing.
I asked him to show me a few that could be, and I settled on a pair of Chippewa. I considered some Red Wings but they would have been at least $50 more and, in the end, I’m cheap. So at least now I have myself a pair that can be repaired rather than replaced. And if Crane’s ever goes out of business, there’s always the Amish.
Well that was a discouraging day. Just when I felt like I was getting the hang of the new job, I screwed up half a dozen ways in a single day. I told one of my co-workers, “I promise I’m a good accountant!” 😂 I just ate my weight in taco salad so things are looking up.
Opening line of a 2015 book: “It is becoming undeniably clear that Western civilization has entered a post-Christian age.” That didn’t age well. There seems to be a revival in America of both (on a large scale) nationalistic pseudo-Christianity and (on a smaller scale) more serious, engaged Christianity.
Growing up, I watched my dad check the door locks every night–and I picked up the habit from him. I’m probably worse than him, actually. I have my theories about why we each acquired this compulsion, which I won’t get into here. And though I don’t know where the clinically compulsive line is, I’m probably too close to it.
Besides, it sucks as a nightly ritual. This morning it occurred to me that this whole thing needs a reframing. Beginning tonight when I check the doors, I’m going to move away from that mild anxiety toward a nightly blessing. A far better way to end the day.
Bless this house,
Bless these doors,
Blessed are those
who walk these floors.
The look on Rachel’s face when I said, “I just subscribed to Plough magazine”…
“There’s a whole magazine about plows? And you’re subscribing?” 😂
Been having a good time working on a rough table for outdoor, fireside use. This is a piece of firewood that caught my eye. Used a hatchet to trim off the bark and then a sloyd knife to clean it up. I think it’s black walnut? Creamy sapwood and chocolate brown heartwood.
Christopher Schwarz making his woodworking books freely downloadable really is an extraordinary thing.
Shard of the sun
spalled into space,
hidden in bodies
in far-distant days.
In jubilant work,
we spend our new heat,
continuing creation.
The task is complete.
The fire within
cools to a cinder.
Other warm bodies
become the new tinder.
The cycle renewed,
the new morning dawns.
Heat calls to heat:
our body responds.
Last night one of Darcy’s friends told her our house has “chill vibes.” I take that as a great compliment and recognition of what we’re trying to do here. One of my weekly prayers to the house spirit is, “may all friends be welcomed and all enemies turned away.”
Electric vehicle demand is collapsing with the expiration of the tax credit.. While EVs were never going to be the silver bullet, it is remarkable how–its appears to me–that the mainstream conversation around climate change has evaporated. Or maybe I’m just missing it.
Going to be an usually wet and warm Christmas week. Should be pretty quiet here at work–a good time to catch up on some documentation and clarify plans for upcoming work.
We have a Christmas tradition of visiting the West Baden Springs Hotel and the French Lick Springs Hotel, both classic, beautiful spots. The first picture is of the West Baden hotel, which locals generally know as the Dome. Always beautifully decorated at Christmas. The second picture is by Darcy.


I decided over the weekend that I wanted more than a single Wendell Berry resources page on my personal blog. I’m working on a new site called BerryBlog. It’ll be very much a work in progress for a while. Also, micro.blog folks, I’m still trying to understand how this will work with the timeline.
Happy Yule!
Dear A—,
You asked me why I love Wendell Berry’s fiction. There’s no accounting for taste, as you’ve heard, but here’s my attempt.
First you should know what the man himself is about. Famously, he left behind a promising academic career to write and farm at his old home place. In the decades since he has become one of the leading lights of localism and agrarianism. His influence has been significant, touching everything from the literary world to family farms to the local food movement.
A few years ago he summarized his principles as follows:
These principles are, he would say, simply the continuance of what he learned from his father, grandfather, and those in the small community of Port Royal who paid an affectionate attention to their land and work.
Port William is the fictional counterpart to the real-world Port Royal, a farming community on the Kentucky River in Henry County, Kentucky. Earlier this year, I drove in and around Port Royal. I’m fairly sure I found Berry’s house and writing shed! The area reminded me a bit of Springville, one of the (diminished) farming communities in our area.
M– mentioned in our group text that one of her favorite parts of Berry’s work is the way it reminds her of people and places now gone. I completely agree. I have a lot of roots in Springville, and Berry’s characters are recognizable to me.
At the same time, it is important for me to emphasize that my love for Port William is not mere nostalgia. That’s why I said Lake Wobegon isn’t the right analogy. Lake Wobegon, where all the women are strong, all the men are good-looking, and all the children are above average, is nostalgia.
Berry is doing something harder: he is chronicling the decline and death of a community and way of life. The characters often worry about young people leaving the community for the promise of “modern” life off the farm. Even those who stay don’t always farm wisely, indebting themselves for new technology, then trying to “plow their way our of debt” by ignoring the rules of good husbandry and damaging the land.
Burley Coulter is, in some ways, the heart of the Port William membership. (“Membership” being Wendell Berry’s word for that community of human and non-human working together toward mutual flourishing.) He lived a wayward life as a young man. He didn’t follow the usual pattern of men in the community, but he did stick around and came to be one of its keepers.
One day in Wheeler Catlett’s office, Burley said, “The difference ain’t in who is a member and who is not, but in who knows it and who don’t.”
A beautiful summary of Wendell Berry’s values—spoken by an old man preparing his will. Death is everywhere in Port William, both the usual sort of death and the looming death of a way of life and a moral vision.
And yet, the stories are not only an elegy. They are a picture of what could be ours if we turned back to the land with affection. It is for this reason I sometimes find myself laying down the books gently, because the stories feel precious to me. They present to me a possible life. Not the only life: cities also need renewal and their renewal will obviously look very different from what is presented in Port William. But that is work for city folks to do, and I wish them well.
For those of us living in rural and small town America, the stories offer a vision of holistic community. It is a vision in stark, irreconcilable contradiction to the vision of high-tech consumer capitalism offered to us today. That way is the way of death.
I don’t have any predictions about which vision will win out, though it doesn’t look good for those of with a preference for the small, simple, and humane. But whatever happens, a few of us will return again and again to have our hearts broken and mended by Wendell Berry’s work.
Yours in contrariness,
Jeremy
Last year we had goat kebabs for Yule and we want to do that again this year. Last year we couldn’t find already-ground goat so I sorta-kinda got it done with a cleaver and blender. Today I drove all over Bloomington and finally found properly ground goat, so it should be even better this year.
Everything is so charged now that CPE classes for CPAs are now prefaced with a reminder that while policy will be discussed, politics (and, weirdly, even religion!) should be left out of any discussions.
Does anyone have experience with a good medical alert bracelet-type device? Needs to be very low tech. Search results are pretty spammy and I’d like to get a recommendation from an actual person.
In one of his Just a Few Acres Farm videos, Pete was repairing a plow and mentioned the coulter. Being a Wendell Berry nerd, I recognized that as one of the surnames in Port William. That led me down a rabbit hole. Let’s be clear: the following is pure speculation based on internet research and could be wrong.
Coulter A blade or disc set ahead of the plowshare that cuts into the soil, resulting in a neater furrrow.
Feltner Appears to be an Americanized version of a surname with roots in the German word feld, meaning “field.” Could have agricultural connections?
Beechum Beech-Nut tobacco was a popular, early chewing tobacco brand. I have my doubts about this connection, though: 1. It’s admittedly a stretch, and 2. Beech-Nut was acquired by the James B. Duke tobacco empire and we all know how uncle Wendell feels about Duke.
Wheeler The draft horse in the position nearest the front wheels of the wagon.
Pettit Possibly derived from an Old French word meaning “small.” This was the last name of the money-obsessed man who married Old Jack’s daughter Clara, who rejected her father’s way of life and cared nothing about what he loved.
Burley Coulter This is a particular character’s full name, not a family name. Burley is the type of tobacco grown in Kentucky and surrounding regions. Burley Coulter is in some ways the heart of the Port William membership. Sometimes wayward, not a traditional family man, he comes to feel the value of the membership keenly. “The difference ain’t in who is a member and who is not, but in who knows it and who don’t.”
I’m working on a Wendell Berry resources page. So far I have a list of his fiction in publication order plus a map and family tree. This will mainly just be for my own reference but let me know if you have suggested additions.
We did get to hear some good singing today at the funeral. Hearing this today draws up out of my memory all those country folks, in their country churches, singing their songs in that “high lonesome sound.” We drove around the old stomping grounds in Springville after the burial, reminiscing.
Today I help carry to his grave a small and angry man. He abused his children when they were young, manipulated and demeaned them as adults. He was the pope of his own exacting and graceless religion, not having darkened the door of an actual church in a half-century. He would arrive in heaven believing it was his due, with a thing or two to say to God about the management of the universe.
May his ancestors work him over. May his children find peace.
As Rachel said, all the choices of his life led to the loneliness of his death. Live so as to be missed.
Wendell Berry, A Place on Earth:
Margaret has taken off her hat, and put on an apron over the clothes she wore to church. She looks around at Mat and smiles as he comes into the kitchen, and turns back to the stove. She is wearing her grey dress that so becomes her—a pretty woman. He takes that in. He comes into her presence as he would come into the pleasing shadow of a tree—drawn to her, comforted by her as he has been, usually, all his life.
I love portrayals of happy couples in long-term relationships; they’re rare enough, both the fictional and actual. So much fiction and film is taken up with young people in love and middle-aged people in hate.
The calm, steady knowing of long-term love—the gratitude of finding yourself in such a place—it’s a bones-deep feeling of home. I wish there was more of this in the world. I’m deeply grateful that I’m living it with Rachel.