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  • The Wild Geese

    From Wendell Berry, The Country of Marriage

    Horseback on Sunday morning,
    harvest over, we taste persimmon
    and wild grape, sharp sweet
    of summer’s end. In time’s maze
    over the fall fields, we name names
    that went west from here, names
    that rest on graves. We open
    a persimmon seed to find the tree
    that stands in promise,
    pale, in the seed’s marrow.
    Geese appear high over us,
    pass, and the sky closes. Abandon,
    as in love or sleep, holds
    them to their way, clear,
    in the ancient faith: what we need
    is here. And we pray, not
    for new earth or heaven, but to be
    quiet in heart, and in eye
    clear. What we need is here.

    → 7:31 AM, Jun 16
  • "May is Mary's month"

    Flesh and fleece, fur and feather,
    Grass and greenworld all together ;
    Star-eyed strawberry-breasted
    Throstle above her nested

    Cluster of bugle blue eggs thin
    Forms and warms the life within ;
    And bird and blossom swell
    In sod or sheath or shell.

    All things rising, all things sizing
    Mary sees, sympathizing
    With that world of good
    Nature’s motherhood.

    From “The May Magnificat” by Gerald Manley Hopkins

    → 8:24 AM, May 1
  • Hail, lady, sea-star bright

    I recently came across a wonderful Marian prayer and thought I’d share it here. I’ve added to the Clerk of Oxford’s translations in brackets, but all the translations are from her post.

    Hail, lady, sea-star bright,
    God’s mother, edy wight [blessed creature]
    Maiden ever, first and late,
    Of heaven’s realm the sely gate. [blessed gate]
    The ‘Ave’ thou received in spell [message]
    From the angel’s mouth called Gabriel
    In grith [peace] us set and shielded from shame,
    And turneth backward Eva’s name.
    Guilty men’s bonds unbind,
    Bring light to them who are blind.
    Put from us our sin
    And earn for us all wynne. [joy]
    Show that thou art mother alone
    And before him take thou our bone [petition]
    Who for us thy child became
    And of thee our kind name. [took our nature]
    Maid alone, thou wert with child,
    Among all so mild;
    Of sin release us in haste,
    And make us meek and chaste.
    Life give thou us clean, [pure]
    A safe way prepare, and lene [grant]
    That we Jesus see
    And ever blithe be.
    To Father, Christ and Holy Ghost be thanks and praising,
    To three persons and one God, one honour and worshipping.

    Being a Tolkien nerd, this all has Elven resonances. That’s obviously intentional, since Tolkien was both a Catholic and a scholar who certainly knew a great deal about the “Mary, star of the sea” tradition.

    In Rivendell, they sang to Elbereth:

    A Elbereth Gilthoniel
    silivren penna míriel
    o menel aglar elenath!
    Na-chaered palan-díriel
    o galadhremmin ennorath,
    Fanuilos, le linnathon
    nef aear, sí nef aearon!

    O Elbereth Starkindler,
    white-glittering, slanting falls, sparkling like jewels,
    from the firmament the glory of the starry host!
    Having gazed afar into remote distance
    from the tree-tangled Middle-lands,
    Everwhite, to thee I will chant
    on this side of the ocean, here on this side of the Great Ocean!

    Another Elven song:

    Snow-white! Snow-white! O Lady clear!
    O Queen beyond the Western Seas!
    O light to us that wander here
    Amid the world of woven trees!

    Gilthoniel! O Elbereth!
    Clear are thy eyes and bright thy breath!
    Snow-white! Snow-white! We sing to thee
    In a far land beyond the sea.

    O Stars that in the Sunless Year
    With shining hand by her were sown,
    In windy fields now bright and clear
    We see your silver blossom blown!

    O Elbereth! Gilthoniel!
    We still remember, we who dwell
    In this far land beneath the trees,
    Thy starlight on the Western Seas.

    → 10:08 AM, Apr 1
  • Those Winter Sundays by Robert Hayden

    Sundays too my father got up early
    and put his clothes on in the blueblack cold,
    then with cracked hands that ached
    from labor in the weekday weather made
    banked fires blaze. No one ever thanked him.

    I’d wake and hear the cold splintering, breaking.
    When the rooms were warm, he’d call,
    and slowly I would rise and dress,
    fearing the chronic angers of that house,

    Speaking indifferently to him,
    who had driven out the cold
    and polished my good shoes as well.
    What did I know, what did I know
    of love’s austere and lonely offices?

    → 8:42 PM, Jan 8
  • I have a tab open with Wordsworth’s “The World is Too Much With Us” and I’ve read it several times over the last few days. I think I have @tinyroofnail to thank for this.

    → 6:26 PM, Oct 8
  • Goodfellowship by Li Po

    Hast thou not beheld the Yellow River
    Which flows from Heaven?
    It runs rapidly down and empties into the sea,
    Nevermore to return.

    Hast thou beheld the mirror in the hall
    That reflects the grief of white hair?
    In the morning it is like black silk,
    In the evening it will be covered with snow.

    While we are in the mood of joy,
    Let us drink!
    Let not the golden bottle be lonely,
    Let us waste not the moon!

    → 8:24 AM, Jul 11
  • “Elegy Written in a Country Churchyard” by Thomas Gray, read by Iain McGilchrist

    → 6:08 AM, May 28
  • Happy birthday to Robinson Jeffers (1887-1962), “inhumanist” poet of the central California coast. In one of the highlights of 2022 and possibly my life, we visited Tor House and Hawk Tower and got a personal tour. They ask visitors not to post any interior photos, so here I am standing outside the gate while we awaited our guide.

    Auto-generated description: A bearded individual is standing in a sunlit outdoor setting with stone ruins and greenery in the background.

    I have three birthdays of people unrelated to me on my calendar: Wendell Berry, J.R.R. Tolkien, and Robinson Jeffers. They are there because each writer’s unique vision has formed me in important ways.

    If Wendell Berry is my icon for the close, domestic, and dear, then Robinson Jeffers is my icon for wild and indifferent nature. He is medicine for our innate, human egocentrism. He called his outlook “inhumanism” and described it like this:

    It is based on a recognition of the astonishing beauty of things and their living wholeness, and on a rational acceptance of the fact that mankind is neither central nor important in the universe; our vices and blazing crimes are as insignificant as our happiness. We know this, of course, but it does not appear that any previous one of the ten thousand religions and philosophies have realized it. An infant feels himself to be central and of primary importance; an adult knows better; it seems time that the human race attained to an adult habit of thought in this regard. This attitude is neither misanthropic nor pessimist nor irreligious, though two or three people have said so, and may again; but it involves a certain detachment.

    …

    To sum up the matter:–“Love one another” is a high commandment, but it polarizes the mind; love on the surface implies hate in the depth,–(Dante who hated well because he loved)–as the history of Christendom bitterly proves. “Love one another” ought to be balanced, at least, by a colder saying,–this too a counsel of perfection, i.e., a direction-giver, a guide though it cannot be a rule,–“Turn away from each other,"–to that great presence of which humanity is only a squirming particle. To persons of Christian faith, if any should read this, I would point out that Jesus himself, intuitive master of psychology, invoked this balance. “Love your neighbor as yourself”–that is, not excessively, if you are adult and normal–but “God with all your heart, mind and soul.” Turn outward from each other, so far as need and kindness permit, to the vast life and inexhaustible beauty beyond humanity.

    Our lives are so taken up with ourselves. We spends hours of each day talking to each other, watching and dreaming about each other. Jeffers, though, sitting atop his pile of sea-washed granite overlooking the Pacific, writes of hawks and storms and takes a long view of history. Reality is out there, beautiful and pitiless.

    Credo
    My friend from Asia has powers and magic, he plucks a blue leaf from the young blue-gum
    And gazing upon it, gathering and quieting
    The God in his mind, creates an ocean more real than the ocean, the salt, the actual
    Appalling presence, the power of the waters.
    He believes that nothing is real except as we make it. I humbler have found in my blood
    Bred west of Caucasus a harder mysticism.
    Multitude stands in my mind but I think that the ocean in the bone vault is only
    The bone vault’s ocean; out there is the ocean’s;
    The water is the water, the cliff is the rock, come shocks and flashes of reality. The mind
    Passes, the eye closes, the spirit is a passage;
    The beauty of things was born before eyes and sufficient to itself, the heart-breaking beauty
    Will remain when there is no heart to break for it.

    → 6:21 PM, Jan 10
  • I think about this one now and then. The most sensuous poem I know. The minute observation of his father’s work is deeply moving.

    Digging
    Seamus Heaney

    Between my finger and my thumb
    The squat pen rests; snug as a gun.

    Under my window, a clean rasping sound
    When the spade sinks into gravelly ground:
    My father, digging. I look down

    Till his straining rump among the flowerbeds
    Bends low, comes up twenty years away
    Stooping in rhythm through potato drills
    Where he was digging.

    The coarse boot nestled on the lug, the shaft
    Against the inside knee was levered firmly.
    He rooted out tall tops, buried the bright edge deep
    To scatter new potatoes that we picked,
    Loving their cool hardness in our hands.

    By God, the old man could handle a spade.
    Just like his old man.

    My grandfather cut more turf in a day
    Than any other man on Toner’s bog.
    Once I carried him milk in a bottle
    Corked sloppily with paper. He straightened up
    To drink it, then fell to right away
    Nicking and slicing neatly, heaving sods
    Over his shoulder, going down and down
    For the good turf. Digging.

    The cold smell of potato mould, the squelch and slap
    Of soggy peat, the curt cuts of an edge
    Through living roots awaken in my head.
    But I’ve no spade to follow men like them.

    Between my finger and my thumb
    The squat pen rests.
    I’ll dig with it.

    → 11:35 AM, Dec 26
  • Auto-generated description: A grassy field is bordered by a line of trees with autumn foliage under a partly cloudy sky.

    The Excesses of God
    Robinson Jeffers

    Is it not by his high superfluousness we know
    Our God? For to equal a need
    Is natural, animal, mineral: but to fling
    Rainbows over the rain
    And beauty above the moon, and secret rainbows
    On the domes of deep sea-shells,
    And make the necessary embrace of breeding
    Beautiful also as fire,
    Not even the weeds to multiply without blossom
    Nor the birds without music:
    There is the great humaneness at the heart of things,
    The extravagant kindness, the fountain
    Humanity can understand, and would flow likewise
    If power and desire were perch-mates.

    → 6:47 PM, Oct 22
  • Wendell Berry, Another Day: Sabbath Poems, 2013-2023

    → 11:38 AM, Oct 22
  • Prayer after Eating
    Wendell Berry

    I have taken in the light
    that quickened eye and leaf.
    May my brain be bright with praise
    of what I eat, in the brief blaze
    of motion and of thought.
    May I be worthy of my meat.

    [published in The Country of Marriage]

    → 11:13 AM, Feb 1
  • Wendell Berry reads “The Contrariness of the Mad Farmer”

    → 3:38 PM, Jan 14
  • An appropriate reading when you’re coming down with some kind of sickness:

    It isn’t hard to inhabit Tao’s Way.
    Just stop picking and choosing,

    stop hating this and loving that,
    and you’re there bright and clear.

    A hair-width distinction is error
    enough to split heaven-and-earth:

    to face Tao’s shimmering Way
    simply give up like and dislike,

    for battling things you dislike
    is mind’s great disease.

    The Way of Ch’an, “Fact-Mind Inscription”, translated David Hinton.

    → 7:41 PM, Dec 14
  • Many thanks to @johnbrady for calling this to my attention in a comment on my earlier post

    Conscientious Objector
    Edna St. Vincent Millay

    I shall die, but
    that is all that I shall do for Death.
    I hear him leading his horse out of the stall;
    I hear the clatter on the barn-floor.
    He is in haste; he has business in Cuba,
    business in the Balkans, many calls to make this morning.
    But I will not hold the bridle
    while he clinches the girth.
    And he may mount by himself:
    I will not give him a leg up.

    Though he flick my shoulders with his whip,
    I will not tell him which way the fox ran.
    With his hoof on my breast, I will not tell him where
    the black boy hides in the swamp.
    I shall die, but that is all that I shall do for Death;
    I am not on his pay-roll.

    I will not tell him the whereabout of my friends
    nor of my enemies either.
    Though he promise me much,
    I will not map him the route to any man’s door.
    Am I a spy in the land of the living,
    that I should deliver men to Death?
    Brother, the password and the plans of our city
    are safe with me; never through me
    Shall you be overcome.

    → 1:55 PM, Oct 16
  • Happy birthday, Wendell Berry! Read something of his in honor of the day. Maybe an essay like “Thoughts in the Presence of Fear” or maybe the poem attached, from A Timbered Choir.

    → 9:14 AM, Aug 5
  • On Top
    Gary Snyder

    All this new stuff goes on top
    turn it over, turn it over
    wait and water down
    from the dark bottom
    turn it inside out
    let it spread through
    sift down even.
    Watch it sprout.

    A mind like compost.

    → 2:43 PM, May 25
  • “The Green Man”, a poem by William Anderson

    Like antlers, like veins of the brain the birches
    Mark patterns of mind on the red winter sky;
    ‘I am thought of all plants,’ says the Green Man,
    ‘I am thought of all plants,’ says he.

    The hungry birds harry the last berries of rowan
    But white is her bark in the darkness of rain;
    ‘I rise with the sap,’ says the Green Man,
    ‘I rise with the sap,’ says he.

    The ashes are clashing their boughs like sword-dancers,
    Their black buds are tracing wild faces in the clouds;
    ‘I come with the wind,’ says the Green Man,
    ‘I come with the wind,’ says he.

    The alders are rattling as though ready for battle
    Guarding the grove where she waits for her lover;
    ‘I burn with desire,’ says the Green Man,
    ‘I burn with desire,’ says he.

    In and out of the yellowing wands of the willow
    The pollen-bright bees are plundering the catkins;
    ‘I am honey of love,’ says the Green Man,
    ‘I am honey of love,’ says he.

    The hedges of quick are thick with may blossom
    As the dancers advance on the leaf-covered King;
    ‘It’s off with my head,’ says the Green Man,
    ‘It’s off with my head,’ says he.

    Green Man becomes grown man in flames of the oak
    As its crown forms his mask and its leafage his features;
    ‘I speak through the oak,’ says the Green Man,
    ‘I speak through the oak,’ says he.
    

    The holly is flowering as hayfields are rolling
    Their gleaming long grasses like waves of the sea;
    ‘I shine with the sun,’ says the Green Man,
    ‘I shine with the sun,’ says he.

    The hazels are rocking the cups of their nuts
    As the harvesters shout when the last sheaf is cut;
    ‘I swim with the salmon,’ says the Green Man,
    ‘I swim with the salmon,’ says he.

    The globes of the grapes are robing with bloom
    Like the hazes of autumn, like the Milky Way’s stardust;
    ‘I am crushed for your drink,’ says the Green Man,
    ‘I am crushed for your drink,’ says he.

    The aspen drops silver of leaves on earth’s salver
    And the poplars shed gold on the young ivy flowerheads;
    ‘I have paid for your pleasure,’ says the Green Man,
    ‘I have paid for your pleasure,’ says he.

    The reedbeds are flanking in silence the islands
    Where meditates Wisdom as she waits and waits;
    ‘I have kept her secret,’ says the Green Man,
    ‘I have kept her secret,’ says he

    The bark of the elder makes whistles for children
    To call to the deer as they rove over the snow;
    ‘I am born in the dark,’ says the Green Man,
    ‘I am born in the dark,’ says he.

    Source: Green Man: The Archetype of our Oneness with the Earth by William Anderson

    → 12:38 PM, May 11
  • “The Reassurer” by Wendell Berry

    A people in the throes of national prosperity, who breathe poisoned air,
        drink poisoned water, eat poisoned food,
    who take poisoned medicines to heal them of the poisons that they
        breathe, drink, and eat,
    such a people crave the further poison of official reassurance. It is not
        logical,
    but it is understandable, perhaps, that they adore their President who tells
        them that all is well, all is better than ever.
    The President reassures the farmer and his wife who have exhausted their
        farm to pay for it, and have exhausted themselves to pay for it,
    and not have not paid for it, and have gone bankrupt for the sake of the free
        market, foreign trade, and the prosperity of corporations;
    he consoles the Navajos, who have been exiled from their place of exile,
        because the poor land contained something required for the national
        prosperity, after all;
    he consoles the young woman dying of cancer caused by a substance used
        in the normal course of national prosperity to make red apples redder;
    he consoles the couple in the Kentucky coalfields, who sit watching TV in
        their mobile home on the mud of the floor of a mined-out stripmine;
    from his smile they understand that the fortunate have a right to their
        fortunes, that the unfortunate have a right to their misfortunes, and
        that these are equal rights.
    The President smiles with the disarming smile of a man who has seen God,
        and found Him a true American, not overbearingly smart.
    The President reassures the Chairman of the Board of the Humane Health
        for Profit Corporation of America, who knows in his replaceable heart
        that health, if it came, would bring financial ruin;
    he reassures the Chairman of the Board of the Victory and Honor for Profit
        Corporation of America, who has been wakened in the night by a
        dream of the calamity of peace.

    → 6:30 AM, Aug 15
  • Nevertheless, I’ll be looking for you tomorrow, Jeffers.

    → 8:07 PM, Jun 6
  • Introductory note: This poem surely lies behind what I’ve written lately about self-consciousness (here, here), even if I didn’t have it in mind at the time. Jeffers describes consciousness here as “unreasonable excess, / Our needless quality”, a characteristic that must arise in some way from our biology but is also outside it. He imagines our bodies and our consciousness as the creations of two gods (hello, Gnosticism!). The “uncalled for God” (demiurge?) adds consciousness on top of the natural beauty created by the “austerer God” (monad?). Consciousness becomes a burden for human beings, the poison in the well that corrupts all our experience.

    I.

    What catches the eye the quick hand reaches toward
    Or plotting brain circuitously secures,
    The will is not required, is not our lord,
    We seek nor flee not pleasure nor pain of ours.
    The bullet flies the way the rifle’s fired,
    Then what is this unreasonable excess,
    Our needless quality, this unrequired
    Exception in the world, this consciousness?
    Our nerves and brain have their own chemic changes,
    This springs of them yet surely it stands outside.
    It feeds in the same pasture and it ranges
    Up and down the same hills, but unallied,
    However symbiotic, with the cells
    That weave tissues and lives. It is something else.

    II.

    As if there were two Gods: the first had made
    All visible things, waves, mountains, stars and men,
    The sweet forms dancing on through flame and shade,
    The swift messenger nerves that sting the brain,
    The brain itself and the answering strands that start
    Explosion in the muscles, the indrinking eye
    Of cunning crystal, the hands and the feet, the heart
    And feeding entrails, and the organs that tie
    The generations into one wreath, one strand;
    All tangible things or chemical processes
    Needs only brain and patience to understand:
    Then the other God comes suddenly and says
    “I crown or damn. I have different fire to add.
    These forms shall feel, ache, love, grieve and be glad."

    III.

    There is the insolence, there is the sting, the rapture.
    By what right did that fire-bringer come in?
    The uncalled for God to conquer us all and capture,
    Master of joy and misery, troubler of men.
    Still we divide allegiance: suddenly
    An August sundown on a mountain road
    The marble pomps, the primal majesty
    And senseless beauty of that austerer God
    Come to us, so we love him as men love
    A mountain, not their kind: love growing intense
    Changes to joy that we grow conscious of:
    There is the rapture, the sting, the insolence.
    …..Or mourn dead beauty a bird-bright-May-morning:
    The insufferable insolence, the sting.

    → 9:11 AM, Apr 17
  • “Go to the Limits of Your Longing” by Rainer Maria Rilke

    Translated by Joanna Macy

    Listen
    God speaks to each of us as he makes us,
    then walks with us silently out of the night.

    These are the words we dimly hear:

    You, sent out beyond your recall,
    go to the limits of your longing.
    Embody me.

    Flare up like a flame
    and make big shadows I can move in.

    Let everything happen to you: beauty and terror.
    Just keep going. No feeling is final.
    Don’t let yourself lose me.

    Nearby is the country they call life.
    You will know it by its seriousness.

    Give me your hand.

    Thanks to John Halstead for mentioning this poem.

    → 8:09 PM, Feb 28
  • Robinson Jeffers, standing beside Tor House and Hawk Tower, his handmade stone outpost on the Pacific Ocean. (Image source)

    “I am building a thick stone pillar upon this shore, the very turn of the world, the long migration’s / End” (Jeffers, “The Torch-Bearers’ Race”)

    → 11:18 AM, Jan 26
  • What would the world be, once bereft
    Of wet and wilderness? Let them be left,
    O let them be left, wilderness and wet;
    Long live the weeds and the wilderness yet.

    • G.M. Hopkins
      Final stanza of “Inversnaid”
    → 8:30 AM, Dec 22
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